<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3841662161259595747</id><updated>2012-02-11T16:40:45.720-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Thirteen Myna Birds</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://13myna.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3841662161259595747/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://13myna.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>CandyDishDoom</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14594078209182239805</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pwXAr1djhbY/S48_2WNFOHI/AAAAAAAAA3Q/PfWPWlDM-IU/S220/IMG_3850.JPG'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>1</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3841662161259595747.post-5429513858696298367</id><published>2010-07-06T18:37:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2012-02-11T16:40:45.918-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;"&gt;13.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;"&gt;From &lt;em&gt;The Exhibit&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I.&lt;br /&gt;The exhibit is instructional. On the black curtain, words ripple; an alphabet of light vanishing. Here is the first specimen:&lt;em&gt; hieroglyphs cover the fabric that shrouds the body from head to foot&lt;/em&gt;. The body that has been folded into an impossibility. Or: the smallness of form. There are places we do not trespass. There are places we must let others trespass. All that can be done is to hold breath until the river. &lt;em&gt;The bones become transparent, highlighting the teeth&lt;/em&gt;. A static-jammed thing you were told late at night, a question you were made to answer. The exhibit says you must. The specimens in their glass boats say, we can wait. In the mirror, you see your child self: With the boy, you built traps for the girl/with the girl, you built traps for the boy. Here is the knotted rope, here are the hickory slats and splinters of bone. The exhibit says, they can only belong to you. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;"&gt;III.&lt;br /&gt;We had been thinking the exhibit was about love, but it turned out to be something else. When we passed the vined archway, you said you'd been in this room before. The guards were skeptical. Neat rows of lampposts. Maps out of their frames and upside-down. Each map will lead you to a certain room. You will be surprised by your feelings. You will be surprised by the boundaries. There is a key that locks this door, and another that unlocks it. The exhibitors have hidden both in a barrel of sand that children dig through. The sand refills itself. If you come to the exhibit in the morning, you are allowed to touch. If you come at night, you are not. And if you visit the exhibit in your sleep, only it is allowed to touch you. You can sob all night, but you have to wait it out. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://twitter.com/#!/LaurEggertCrowe"&gt;~Lauren Eggert-Crowe~&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;12.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BEDTIME&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We are hanging your dreams&lt;br /&gt;On the cheap clothesline out back.&lt;br /&gt;They turn and flap and shake&lt;br /&gt;Their dreary colors out, growing crisp&lt;br /&gt;And foreign, a community project.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tonight we are going to turn you into&lt;br /&gt;Thursday’s meatloaf, a bundle of dry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We have the schematics of your play.&lt;br /&gt;Even blind-man’s-bluff has a pattern:&lt;br /&gt;We can follow that design and forever&lt;br /&gt;Find you at your permitted point of action.&lt;br /&gt;We will be the nightmare in the execution.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How does it feel to be&lt;br /&gt;A managed member of a manipulated set?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We have the octopus that should&lt;br /&gt;Have eaten you: the bounty of tentacles,&lt;br /&gt;The inky confidence, his antique dreams&lt;br /&gt;Of the shell, of drawing you in&lt;br /&gt;To be the sleeping pearl covered&lt;br /&gt;In secretions never to be mistaken for tears:&lt;br /&gt;Years of grinding: years, grinding.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your dreams. And your sorry,&lt;br /&gt;Predictable play: childhood aspirations&lt;br /&gt;Revealed in the night’s dreams of games and&lt;br /&gt;The reward at the end of the sandman tunnel.&lt;br /&gt;Sleep, you bastard.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Ken Poyner~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;11.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;DRESS UP DAY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Clouds wearing funny hats.&lt;br /&gt;One in a lime green dress&lt;br /&gt;And heels.&lt;br /&gt;Another cloud in a fake turtle neck.&lt;br /&gt;One has a tie but no shirt.&lt;br /&gt;A cumulo-nimbus with chaps&lt;br /&gt;And a leather vest. Two&lt;br /&gt;In strapless plunging tops&lt;br /&gt;Have a weatherman by the arm&lt;br /&gt;And are trying to condense upstairs.&lt;br /&gt;The cirrus order another round of dust&lt;br /&gt;For everyone. So many costumes,&lt;br /&gt;So little true mockery.&lt;br /&gt;Moisture drifts in at the seaside window&lt;br /&gt;And clouds are growing rotund,&lt;br /&gt;Lethargic, and dropping in altitude.&lt;br /&gt;One, in an off-the-shoulder&lt;br /&gt;Cut away shift, marvels at the time,&lt;br /&gt;Is content to leave the party alone.&lt;br /&gt;Each to his own weather.&lt;br /&gt;By two a.m. all of them will be a&lt;br /&gt;Happily strung suspension again.&lt;br /&gt;And, in the morning,&lt;br /&gt;Rain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Ken Poyner~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;APPRECIATION&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The eggs are singing.&lt;br /&gt;From inside each&lt;br /&gt;Potential birds are practicing&lt;br /&gt;The laments of their miniscule lives’&lt;br /&gt;Directionless genetic pull. The shell&lt;br /&gt;Can darken the sound&lt;br /&gt;But I still pick up&lt;br /&gt;Those rumpled notes of morning,&lt;br /&gt;The roosting jingles,&lt;br /&gt;The banality that simply comes out&lt;br /&gt;As patterns of dimly, mathematically&lt;br /&gt;Elegant vibrations. I settle&lt;br /&gt;My ear against the mottled blue,&lt;br /&gt;Thinking that in spite of the noise&lt;br /&gt;These are not nearly enough -&lt;br /&gt;With the small end of the oval&lt;br /&gt;Pinched out and the slurry air let in,&lt;br /&gt;With workmanlike access to the mouthful of magic -&lt;br /&gt;Not nearly enough for a child’s breakfast,&lt;br /&gt;Or a man’s sufficient energy&lt;br /&gt;To move on to the nest trilling next.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Ken Poyner~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;THE PLEASANTRY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There is a pink rhinoceros&lt;br /&gt;Wearing blue knee socks&lt;br /&gt;In the median of Interstate 264:&lt;br /&gt;This main corridor where a city&lt;br /&gt;Loads itself every day with workers,&lt;br /&gt;Emptying the suburbs.&lt;br /&gt;The cars slip by in mostly&lt;br /&gt;One direction, feasts of energy&lt;br /&gt;Stacking the power grid against one&lt;br /&gt;Of only two balancing sides.&lt;br /&gt;It is not something you see every day:&lt;br /&gt;Knee socks on a rhinoceros.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Ken Poyner~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;8.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bride in the Tree&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My dress swirls, snags in the branches.&lt;br /&gt;The veil drapes my head except a bit of eyes&lt;br /&gt;so I can watch the commuters below me drive to work.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They think I am just a dress: one more bit of white&lt;br /&gt;amongst the winter scenery. Unnoticeable,&lt;br /&gt;but for the wind inflating the tulle.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gloves gobbled my hands. My grandmother warned me:&lt;br /&gt;brides’ legs shrivel beneath the church bell of their skirts,&lt;br /&gt;but I didn’t believe her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The dress was so heavy at the shop,&lt;br /&gt;but since my wedding day, I floated.&lt;br /&gt;A gust caught me: an umbrella lifted to the tree top.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The wind seems strong enough to shake me loose,&lt;br /&gt;but the tree holds on to me with so many hands;&lt;br /&gt;the stuck dress enmeshed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://valerieloveland.com/"&gt;~Valerie Loveland~&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anxiety&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I keep a vat of acid inside at all times,&lt;br /&gt;there are bone clubs in my thighs, a heart&lt;br /&gt;that will beat me to death.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My thoughts, a scratched record, stuck&lt;br /&gt;on my least favorite part of the song.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My sisters and I had a meeting&lt;br /&gt;after our mother was fitted with a pacemaker&lt;br /&gt;to calm her rapid heart rate. We agreed:&lt;br /&gt;their nervous hives make them resemble pink cheetahs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am aware my nerves branch like lightning,&lt;br /&gt;they carry sparks.&lt;br /&gt;Can I douse the electricity?&lt;br /&gt;I am an electric city.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Benjamin Franklin made too many jokes&lt;br /&gt;about me shocking his key.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thomas Edison’s head evolves more and more light-bulb-shaped.&lt;br /&gt;He stared at my volts too long, touched me&lt;br /&gt;more than necessary while strapping on the electrodes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nikola Tesla arrived to study me, saw the way I was dressed,&lt;br /&gt;and left immediately. He came back,&lt;br /&gt;said he would make an exception, just this once.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://valerieloveland.com/"&gt;~Valerie Loveland&lt;/a&gt;~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MARITIME LAW SHMERITIME LAW EVERY MAN WOMAN ANIMAL AND CHILD FOR THEMSELVES GO&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As the slave trade becomes the orchard assault&lt;br /&gt;upon daily &amp;amp; reasonable functionality&lt;br /&gt;I maintain that the sixties were the most pitiful years&lt;br /&gt;in America's baby book&lt;br /&gt;Granted I wasn't alive&lt;br /&gt;but you don't need to be inside the club&lt;br /&gt;you just need to be sleeping in the alley&lt;br /&gt;to hear how shitty the music can get&lt;br /&gt;I am growing fat I am growing fat&lt;br /&gt;&amp;amp; much more honest than ever before&lt;br /&gt;Now when I meet a redhead at some party I don't want to be in&lt;br /&gt;but in which I find myself anyways I say look&lt;br /&gt;I have this fungus&lt;br /&gt;Mainly it occupies my back&lt;br /&gt;&amp;amp; last summer all of my chest&lt;br /&gt;but that seems to be deteriorating alright&lt;br /&gt;It's certainly benign I know because it's been there for years&lt;br /&gt;It's also never transferred to anybody else I've ever rubbed against&lt;br /&gt;I just don't want you to be alarmed if our relationship comes to that point&lt;br /&gt;This is of course all a hypothetical plan in case the situation arises&lt;br /&gt;I don't really go to parties &amp;amp; when I do everybody seems blond&lt;br /&gt;O where was I O yes articulating that I was a snowflake&lt;br /&gt;of consummate &amp;amp; varied value &amp;amp; also chili-pepper&lt;br /&gt;is no good for your wounds&lt;br /&gt;Why don't you try vanilla extract&lt;br /&gt;Mexican vanilla extract&lt;br /&gt;That's a wives tale&lt;br /&gt;from New Hampshire&lt;br /&gt;So you know that's some truth to take home to hubby&lt;br /&gt;before you let him bleed&lt;br /&gt;all over the recently installed&lt;br /&gt;Venetians&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Joseph Goosey~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ZAPRUDER, YOU SADSAC, SHOWING UP IN THE TITLES OF MY GIRLFRIENDS POEMS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I had to Google you.&lt;br /&gt;I was concerned you lived in the area.&lt;br /&gt;You don't live in the area.&lt;br /&gt;Unless your internet info is out of date.&lt;br /&gt;Which is possible.&lt;br /&gt;Take for instance mine,&lt;br /&gt;for which - admittedly and rudely Matthew&lt;br /&gt;you've yet to ask -&lt;br /&gt;it's woefully out of date.&lt;br /&gt;Red head?&lt;br /&gt;Two Cats?&lt;br /&gt;WORK?&lt;br /&gt;Granted I still like red-heads,&lt;br /&gt;but none of them and myself are currently speaking.&lt;br /&gt;My mom's got some cats. I had one&lt;br /&gt;but she usurped it. I had a fish too&lt;br /&gt;but it had a heart attack on the way down&lt;br /&gt;from D.C. and WORK?&lt;br /&gt;WORK, ZAPRUDER?&lt;br /&gt;Maybe you know about work&lt;br /&gt;and maybe you don't.&lt;br /&gt;Not to say I'm necessarily picking lettuce under Kern County sun,&lt;br /&gt;but I don't exactly drink lemon drops&lt;br /&gt;without engaging in rash,&lt;br /&gt;something to which I'm sure you take for granted.&lt;br /&gt;Now, Zapruder, world will think we know one another.&lt;br /&gt;But we don't.&lt;br /&gt;But we could.&lt;br /&gt;Do you wanna come hang?&lt;br /&gt;I've got Laundry.&lt;br /&gt;We could fold.&lt;br /&gt;Discuss the state&lt;br /&gt;of whatever you prefer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Joseph Goosey~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANKOU, REAPER OF DEATH&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One foggy night on route 19,&lt;br /&gt;the van broke down,&lt;br /&gt;coming to rest&lt;br /&gt;at the side of the road&lt;br /&gt;with one last splutter and cough.&lt;br /&gt;Linda curled up in my arms,&lt;br /&gt;used my warmth as a shield&lt;br /&gt;against curtains of mist&lt;br /&gt;that rippled in like ghosts of rain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Suddenly, I heard the creaking cart,&lt;br /&gt;the snorting of oxen,&lt;br /&gt;neigh of his lean horse,&lt;br /&gt;and he slipped into&lt;br /&gt;the arc of moonlight,&lt;br /&gt;white locks slipping down his shoulders,&lt;br /&gt;grim jangling skeleton draped&lt;br /&gt;by folds of black shroud,&lt;br /&gt;and the scythe on his shoulder,&lt;br /&gt;bloodied, ready for more harvesting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Is that Triple A.” asked Linda,&lt;br /&gt;chaining herself to my arms.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~John Grey~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OUR BURNING MAN FESTIVAL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Saw him on the staircase,&lt;br /&gt;flames leaping from his eyes, his ears.&lt;br /&gt;Watched his spiraling orange body&lt;br /&gt;burst out the door,&lt;br /&gt;tear across the front lawn,&lt;br /&gt;sparking roses, sizzling grass,&lt;br /&gt;lighting the fence posts like candle wicks.&lt;br /&gt;Like one great human fireball,&lt;br /&gt;he sped down that road,&lt;br /&gt;burning up as quickly&lt;br /&gt;as his legs drove forward.&lt;br /&gt;It was a day or two&lt;br /&gt;before a strong wind&lt;br /&gt;blew his ashes back to us.&lt;br /&gt;Cold and gray this time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No fun.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~John Grey~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;NIGHT SOUNDS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;at night,&lt;br /&gt;defunct autumn woods&lt;br /&gt;hand over deadly weapons&lt;br /&gt;to the dying insects&lt;br /&gt;who chirp lovingly&lt;br /&gt;of the handsome man&lt;br /&gt;whose flesh&lt;br /&gt;they recently devoured&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~John Grey~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"&gt;*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;"&gt;1.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:times new roman;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Where Blue Fires Blaze&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There are two matching beds in one pink room&lt;br /&gt;a pink shag carpet and identical ruffled duvets.&lt;br /&gt;Two sisters sleep on opposite beds,&lt;br /&gt;always facing away, one from the other.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The first sister spends her nights tumbling down Niagara Falls&lt;br /&gt;in a whiskey barrel only to wake up and find everyone&lt;br /&gt;gone from the house, distant voices droning beyond the walls&lt;br /&gt;the entire world racked in fever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The second sister becomes a velvet painted girl hung in a basement&lt;br /&gt;her ribs broken open -- her fortune-paper head&lt;br /&gt;nodding&lt;em&gt; yes&lt;/em&gt; nodding &lt;em&gt;no&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the careful sister who washes all the dishes without being asked&lt;br /&gt;and tries not to stare too long at the sun, fearing blindness.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where one sleepwalks,&lt;br /&gt;the other sister follows, a slow circumnavigation of the bedroom’s perimeter&lt;br /&gt;knife in hand, tonguing crumbs in antithesis&lt;br /&gt;while avoiding the moss-covered hallway&lt;br /&gt;which invokes delirium at its widest shore.&lt;br /&gt;Their amphibious poses betray disdain&lt;br /&gt;and the desire to murder with stones.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How interesting to not be hunted down with every possible dagger&lt;br /&gt;though it would hardly feel like love anymore.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Kelly Boyker~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3841662161259595747-5429513858696298367?l=13myna.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://13myna.blogspot.com/feeds/5429513858696298367/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://13myna.blogspot.com/2009/02/13-lycanthropy-my-robot-heart-cycles-on_06.html#comment-form' title='13 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3841662161259595747/posts/default/5429513858696298367'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3841662161259595747/posts/default/5429513858696298367'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://13myna.blogspot.com/2009/02/13-lycanthropy-my-robot-heart-cycles-on_06.html' title=''/><author><name>CandyDishDoom</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14594078209182239805</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pwXAr1djhbY/S48_2WNFOHI/AAAAAAAAA3Q/PfWPWlDM-IU/S220/IMG_3850.JPG'/></author><thr:total>13</thr:total></entry></feed>
